Dead red roses on my bed for the love that went away
Grace; I saw already & I've replied your question in your tagboard :D
Connie; Hello sweets (:
Michelle; Uh? Er okay. You take care too.
Desiree; Ah it's good to see you so cheerful ay. Take care ok. Love you!
Lala; No, never seen them in person before. But we talk rather often, online & text-messaging.

Thanks for tagging sexys, love y'all (:
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This song is so fucking you, fuck.

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what i need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

You started off by saying "I love you" too, didn't you? "It's not you, is me" Isn't that the exact words you said? If it's killing you, the pain murdered me & my heart. No I honestly want you to listen to the song & listen carefully to the lyrics. Gosh, it fucking hurts. Click here, for the fucking lyrics. Click here, for the fucking video. Click here, to download the fucking song.

IT'S SO FUCKING SAD!!
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Something meaningful to share!

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it’s internal. It screams but no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That’s what it looks like and that’s what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that’s the thing about love – no one is untouchable. It’s as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it’s silent. You’re just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it."

Agree? Yuh I agree, strongly.

I'm feeling much better now, knowing that she's fine (: Got down to NUH. My heart was beating so fucking fast. The honeydew on my hand was like, slipping off. :/ Ward 57, room 25. My eyes went O.O when I saw the room. That big room, omg. I didn't know she'd be there! I can't imagine her lying in there, man! ): Guess it's kinda serious ay? Okay it is. Asked the nurse & they said she was discharged. :/ Well, wasted trip. But I was sincere in visiting her. However she may think, I don't wanna bother.

When I know she's allright, my heart felt so fucking relieved please. Met the rest @ Buona Vista train station. Thanks Ben & Qiaos for accompanying me! Ben left to school after that. Sass & yj wanted to come but we got there before they did. Yeap, so I asked them to stay put 'cos she's discharged, no point coming all the way here. I felt fucking bad, really. I made them come all the way down, cancel their plans & head to NUH. Sorry lovelies, but thanks for accompanying me. (: Took a train & head to City Hall. We were laughing & crapping in the train. Haha I'll upload the pictures when Qiaos send them to me. (: Down to Suntec, walked to MW. Candy Empire! :D Bought sweets for Zel, J* & ___. Well, I gotta admit I miss J* a lot, sigh. Qiaos bought some sour sweets, haha damn funny! Sass & Yj bought a lot of things, man. Sass love Candy Empire, sure do. Went to Carl's Jr to visit Pert! :D Haha & wtf, LH keep asking me to go down & visit him. Now I did & he shy. -.- Haha we made a lot of videos there. I'm gonna upload them into YouTube & publish it here ok. (: Fucking funny videos!! Pert gave Qiaos the burger wrapping paper(?). Hahaha. Qiaos kept it all with me la, she forget to bring back. :/

Stayed for awhile & went to Marina Sq. Bought my crown belt! Something to strike off the list already :D I wanted to get the butterfly one but it's damn expensive. I shall buy it when I get enough money. :D Oh I used my metal lunchbox ytd :D Heh. Yj & sass went on their own way, we went on ours. Met Edwin, Jonathan, Jasmine & Cindy @ Orchard train station. Walked around. My legs were going seperate ways, I swear. Fucking painful, rahh. :/ Down to FoodRepublic. (: Looked for seats & got our dinner. The photos are with Jas, Edwin & Qiaos. I'll get it from them & upload luh. Ate, crapped & walked around. Got a pair of earrings from Topshop (: Heh. It's red! :D Super happy luh. Cabbed home with Qiaos after that (:

Got home, watched teevee! :D Omg my maid was updating me about the 9pm show. Man oh man. I want Yixin to get together with Weixiong! Weixiong so good looking la. xD Heh. The show's coming to end tonight luh, fuck. On the phone with _ till 4am since 12am! Heh damn fun. She got the dumbest ringtone ever. Fucking "I love you!" one scare me. Haha. I was talking half way & suddenly "I love you!" -.-

Woke up @ 1130am tday. Dad forgot to wake me up to go to the doc's. :( Now I gotta go on my own, rahh. The asthma condition's getting worse so I really need that fuck inhaler. Ugh. Used the com for awhile, mom & dad came to fetch me. Had lucnh @ AMK. [: Bought my favs!. Dad drove us to Loyang Point. Shopped around. Nothing much la, really. Did marketing instead :D:D I love to go Sheng Shiong or NTUC with my folks. Ahahaha. Daddy got me alcohol, yuh when I'm coughing like maddddd. :/ I don't care though I know _ is gonna scream if she knows I drink. Hoho.

Tmr's Unplug! :D

Unplug! Nite
Date: Saturday, 5th August 2006
Time: 7.30pm!
Venue: Black Box @ The Next Stage Academy (Opp Cairnhill CC, adjacent to carpark beside famous Newton Food Centre, approx 5 mins walk from Newton MRT Station)

Come if you have the time. It's free & everyone is invited! It's some talent show thingy yuh. [: Do come do come! :D

My group7 babies, I miss y'all! Do come for the Unplug okay! Hahaha (: I'm looking forward to see y'all tmr. (:

Babybums <3


You make coming back to your arms feel like home.
<3.

12:16 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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